tammy

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 19:29:22 GMT

MAZEL TOV SENIORS!

Happy Father's day too!

I'll see you all at graduation, soon-to-be frosh! lol how exciting!

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 03:05:09 GMT

POLISH HERITAGE FESTIVAL ROCKED!

I liked the little animals we could hold.
Holy crap DZONNNYYYYYY!!
lol

Party was awesome
Stealing cones with roy was amazing.
I can run 4 miles per hour while inebriated.

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 03:23:01 GMT

ALL MY FRIENDS!

ESPECIALLY LAUREN BUZZELLI!

DO ME A FAVOR! SEND ME PROM PICS CAUSE IM THE WORST PHOTOGRAPHER IN THE HISTORY OF THE WORLD!!!! THANKS BUNCHES LOVE YA ALL

Mon, 30 May 2005 16:55:58 GMT

Oh man. Prom was amazing. Right everyone?!?!

Although almost the whole world went to Wildwood, I stayed behind. Henri and I went to the colosseum LOL and then slept over his friend Sean's house cause no one was home. It was amazing.

First thing in the morning sean burst in and woke us up, proclaiming he had made us breakfast. He is such a sweetheart. Right after breakfast, which we ate outside in the glorious sunlight, we jumped in the hottub. After our hottub fun, we went to the shore. It got chilly though and the three of us evended up shivering in sweatshirts all huddled up together to try and get warm. lol it was so much fun.

It started to pour so we left the beach in a frenzy. We ran to the car soaked and decided to go to the movies. We saw Crash. It was Intense. phewwww.

Henri took me home and then had to get to work. I then went to Jamies house cause it was her bday. I brought her and her friends brownies and we just hung out for about an hour. Yesterday I went to Jamies again and stayed allllll day. It was so much fun. We bike rode and swam and worked out and ATE. haha.

I wasnt ready to sleep yet last night though, so Joe snuck out of his house and I picked him up and we went to the colosseum for sexual sunday. It was free to get in but they closed off the dance floor so I kissed henri hello and goodbye and left. We went to the manalapan diner where I ran into JJ!! Havnt seen him in ages.

Anyway the weekend was awesome and prosperous. Im waiting to go to the movies with my darling and his family. Should be fun.

To all my friends who went to wildwood! I missed you and hope you had the time of your lives!!! :)

Wed, 25 May 2005 23:19:05 GMT

PROM FEVER!

EVERYONE COME TO THE SPRING SHOWCASE TOMORROW AT MARLBORO HS AT 7:30. MRS BENDER IS SINGING. IF YOU WANT TO HURT, THEN PLEASE COME!

SEE YA THERE!

Sat, 21 May 2005 19:12:27 GMT

yesterday had me reeling...

School was fun. School is fun lately, aside from yearbook. I go to chorus during art and english, i go to art during lunch, i rock the volleyball court like never before. my knees are all bloody. but i love it.

then allergy shots. those are exciting. pffft.

right away i had to go home, transform into a broadway star and sing at donnas alzheimers benifit with jamie. we were amazing. jamie i truely love you. you are incredible. i brought spiegal as well and we saw jackie merchendetti and jess talerico. the room was filled with so much talent i could hardly breathe. Evan, let me tell you, i am so happy i ran into you at the rehearsal for this thing. i have a lot of fun with you and im sorry we spent all year hardly talking. but we are gonna have a blast this summer.

after the benifit i sped about 30 miles over the limit till i got home, changed into another pretty dress, and left for annies sweet 16. she was beautiful and i had a great time. afterward i was tired and thought i would go home

but instead...

to evans house i go. jamie was hanging out there, and for a while we were retarded cause we were so tired. jamie had to leave (party pooper) so i went into evans hot tub and then when he returned we melted in the tub for a couple of hours. i think i got home at like 3 in the morning-ish. i hadnt had this good a sleep in a couple of months with everything going on. since i didnt have salsa today i slept late and life is good.

gotta finish my senior paper. its due monday! finalmente! then work on roys project which is inevitably taking over my life. then... we'll see.

im so lucky to have the friends i have. i love you all.
im a happy gal today. :)

Thu, 19 May 2005 03:12:47 GMT

AMAZING JOB EVERYONE!

I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS OUR LAST CONCERT SENIORS. AHHHHH!

Tue, 17 May 2005 02:23:05 GMT

Everyone come to the gosh darn chorus concert on wednesday! I beg of you! It really will rock!

Roy and I have solos.

Mr K is a hottie.

Everyone come!

Wednesday May 18th
7:30 Marlboro High

In other news, the salsa performance was a success! Henri will be teaching partnering next year, and I will be his partner. If anyone is interested in taking class, find a partner and lemme know!

So much is going on. Chorus concert. Alzheimers benifit show on friday. Annielas sweet sixteen right after that. School showcase on Thursday the 26th. And finally PROM! ITS SO SOON!!!!! AHHHHHHH!

MASSACHUSETTES '05

And by the way, Dave, I want three thou. Ive decided.

Mon, 02 May 2005 23:23:35 GMT

Florida was flippin sweet!

So many good times.

Salsa performance in less than 2 weeks. Im a nervous reck.

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 03:07:20 GMT

Ill be blunt. Hope you enjoyed your pot.

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 22:41:18 GMT

3 days till DISNEY!

ROCK SHOW TOMORROW. WATCH ME ROCK OUT WITH DR. KENNY BAUM AND JENNABASSIST. AND CRAZY(sofo) AND JACKASS(abe)

Also...
IF YOU WANNA SEE MY SALSA PERFORMANCE LET ME KNOW

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 23:43:39 GMT

Today I got punched in the throat.

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 17:59:50 GMT

WHAT A WEEKEND... AND ITS NOT OVER!

I went to Henris salsa class on Friday. I am partnering some guy with a cool name, Axel. That name rocks. I am getting really good even though I started last week so Im getting little dance solos and stuff. w00t! I get to do a flip with Henri at some point too. Very exciting!

After salsa, Henri had to work but I didnt feel like going cause I was tired from dancing for three hours haha. So I stayed at his house and watched the grinch with his sister. It was a cute movie I must say. I fell asleep.

Henri woke me up at 3 in the morning cause I asked him to wake me when he got home and lemme know how work was. Its the greatest thing when the person you love wakes you up. ive never been in a deep enough sleep to have that happen before. :) ahhhhh. Then we slept.

The next morning OBVIOUSLY more salsa!!! Another hour and a half of it. It was very exciting. This time it was just him and I working on partnering and routines and dips and flips. Im gonna be on the poster with him to advertise a show doing an awesome dip!!! So fun! Afterward we went to Princeton to enjoy the sun and walk around and eat ice cream. We ran into like 387560835601358 people that he knew and the guy gave us food for like free because Henri knew spanish and so did he. I understood it, but told him I wasnt good at speaking it. lol. I really should learn.

That night Henri and I went to Dennis's apartment to hang out with him and his girlfriend Carolina. They are sooo funny. We had some wine and made toasts. Lovely evening. Then we went to the colo and since henri wasnt working that night we danced together. I slept over again!

This morning was his moms birthday. I made her a pointalism portrait which many of you have seen! SHE LOVED IT EVERYONE YAY

I have Mona in an hour and Henri is meeting me there to experience the singer in him. It should be another fun day.

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 00:50:28 GMT

Reasons why life is good:

*) I AM SINGING TENOR AT THE CONCERT LIVING THE DREAM LIFE OF ALTOS EVERYWHERE
1) Roy ran over my mom's portrait today
2) I am co starring in a salsa performance in may
3) I am singing in a rock show with Dr Baum on 4/20
4) There is a kickline in our chorus concert
5) Florida is in 15 days
7) My volleyball team won the tournament
8) Mr Kenworthy tried on my fuzzy coat
9) Prom is comming soon
10)Joe Kevin and Jamie are amazing when put together on a trampoline

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 01:43:11 GMT

Frustrating weekend. But I jogged it off, tanned the hell out of myself, and also was MVP of lazer tag. Obviously.

I finished my second stipple picture in... bum bum bum... DETENTION. Its pretty good. Im gonna give it to Henris mom for her bday on sunday.

I love Henri so much.

And drag queens.

I miss... a lot of things.

I am so angry.

I HATE YEARBOOK

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 03:33:22 GMT

DORIT, YOU ROCK SO HARD.
Yearbook today was unforgettable. I would have paid David 5 bucks myself. lol. Too bad Eric caught it.

I drew a picture today. IN DETENTION.
I have the worst luck in school.

Mr. Kenworthy tried on my furry jacket. Pimp. That made my life.
Oy I do not want to go to work tomorrow. No siree.

500 crunches today. Worked out in Kevins basement. DDR! Fun times.

22 days until Florida!

I miss you, mi dios de salsa.

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 02:07:07 GMT

Obviously coloseum on thursday with J Joe and Roy. It was so much fun. We watched my lover dance and we danced the night away. It was a little too crowded. Then after I slept over Henri's house.

Friday.. I cant remember. We danced salsa. I just loved the whole damn weekend. Its all a blur

Saturday I know we went to Rutgers and we visited Scott Shafler. Henri and him got along very well it was awesome. Shafler showed me around where I would be staying and Mason Gross totally rocks. So does their ice cream and fudge. :)

Scott- "That flavor is too sweet."
Me- "Nothing, Scott, is too sweet." ::waits::
"You missed a really good pick up line there Scott."
Scott- "What about turkey? Dipped in sugar?"
Me- "WHAT?"
Henri- ::looks up from ice cream:: "Wait.. you fuck turkeys?"
::scott and i crack up::
Scott- "Only on thursdays."

OMG I WAS DYING... THE WHOLE DAY WAS LIKE THIS. I MISSED SCOTT AND I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND.

Hm Sunday... Henri his sister and I saw Robots. I met his best friend Dennis and his girlfriend. They were really awesome. I WENT TANNING. More salsa. henris mom watched. I love her.
Slept over.

Today... We danced Salsa. Im learning advanced combos anbd just started like 4 days ago. I love it so much I cant stop dancing around my room now. I tanned again. Awesome shit. I didnt burn...well not too bad anyway. haha.

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 04:39:24 GMT

Xo Aesthetic oX: Dearest Danee-el.
You are 2 stuped 4 words.
<3 Tamara

souteneurette: My lovely Tamara,
I no longer wish to know you or your stupid skeet.
Love always,
Dani to the elle.

Xo Aesthetic oX: My Pet,
I am not hurt or astonished.
Forever love sent your way from T-dog.

souteneurette: My Rof,
Oh, well, I love you. So very very much.
Eternally Yours,
D-Ice.

Xo Aesthetic oX: My AnielleDay,
naturally you love me.
I know its hard to resist the way I suck on your toesies.
Signed consideratly, AmmyTay.

souteneurette: My TAMTAM,
My toes - when you suck them - give me orgasms.
I wish to be sucked again and again.
Fondly,
l'Fantome.

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 02:11:08 GMT

Shit. Wesminster IS giving me a scholarship. A nice one. Now I don't know whatll go down! I still need more to go there, but its something. Westminster...Mason Gross... Westminster...Mason gross...

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 23:20:56 GMT

I love my family. I really do.

All of a sudden I have great respect for my little brother. He managed to break the code for everyones passwords for the computers in the middle school. Genious. Fucking genious. Good for him. Not sarcasm. Im proud.

My big brother is bordering awesome right now. Israel changed him I guess, or just brought out the good in him. Israel does that. :) Last night I was crying a little because my mommy was mad and I hate it when she is mad. And he came in and was like "What did you do to her mom leave her alone."
He rocks

So then my mom felt bad. And she apologized and everything is ok now. Shes really awesome. Cool mom.

And my dad... Larry David/Jean Luke Piccard (sp?)... is the coolest. Thats all. His hair looked different so I asked if he cut it and he says
"It was trimmed."
He is awesome.

Although I am practically shitting my life away this year, I feel like Im truely having time now to do things I never had time for before. Without rehearsals, I have time to excersise and I have never been more proud of my body. I HAVE A SUBTLE SIX PACK. Just what I always wanted. I am going to take dance classes, and the best part is they are free cause my teacher is also my boyfriend hahah!!! I have been drawing. In fact I drew an incredible self portrait in just two days, and those of you who have seen it know.

The coloseum rocked with Joeseph. Watching Henri dance in leopard print filled me with joy hahaha. The female stripper turned me dyke for a while. Joe knows. I even was dressed like one to keep the creepy old men away.

Life is good everyone.

31 days till Florida mi amigas!!
Happy Spring, everyone!

ROYS BIRTHDAY

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 03:08:34 GMT

Happy Irish Day!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MI OTRO AMOR ROY!!

Omg Veronika and I planned a surprise dinner for him at Chile's. I drove Joe and Jamie and on the way we stopped at PETCO and picked out a little African Frog for a present. I named it
FAGELA FROG
LOLOLOL
It's a beauty.

Babysitting tomorrow, thank god, need the moola for prom so bad.

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 00:01:48 GMT

HOLY CRAP!

CONGRATS ON AN AMAZING JIMMY BUFFET!!!

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 03:21:20 GMT

Although my aud was pretty awesome, when I realized the price of Westminster compared to the price of Mason Gross... both exceptional music schools...well...

Rutgers
Mason Gross School of the Arts
HERE I COME BABY

Class of 2009

Scott will be pleased. lol Scotty J...

I went to see my baby's show today. HE WAS AMAZING.

TODAY IS ONE MONTH FOR US! YAY!

Also his sisters birthday. I love her to death. 8 years old. She calls me sister now. haha.

Wow. Im going to college...
XD

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 00:52:52 GMT

WESTMINSTER CHOIR COLLEGE AUDITION TOMORROW.

could mean my life.

WISH ME TO SNAP VOCAL CHORDS PLEASE!

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 02:50:57 GMT

I have realized as long as I keep myself busy I wont go crazy. But even now I cant sit still. Too much going on! AHHHHHHH

My poor baby is sick. I feel really bad I couldnt go see him but my car was like stuck in my driveway, and even if it wasnt, my mom wouldnt be keen on the idea of driving in all the ice.

I ASKED MR KENTWORTHY TO BE A TENOR!!
Fuckin Joe ruined it for me though. He might have let me, assmonger! Joe butted in of course, all like "Dont, Tammy is like the only sop 1 you can hear" and Special Gay...er...Kay was like "Yeah you are an awesome soprano... dont worry about it now."
Grr.

In other news, Dr Baum stole my heart. He called me the "Girl of his dreams", and sadly enough, it did make my day.

DELAY TOMORROW!

Westminster Choir College Audition on Friday. This might be my life... I want it to be... but I need a scholarship...Im scared...